Saturday, 9 June 2012

lol

hello everybody!
if you think im pretty please raise your hands up!

Justin?

taylor ?
hermonie?
girls?
guys?
taylor?
and i was like:
and hermonie was like:
and mr wonka was like:
and ashley benson was like:
and selena was like:
and keegan allen was like:
and lucy hale was like:


HAHAHA JUST FOR FUN.
NOBODY SUPPORTS TAYLOR LAUTNER.






Friday, 8 June 2012

Monday, 4 June 2012

halooooo! ini video ttg one direction yang akan membuat semua directioner menangis, seperti saya-___- watch ya!

this is specially dedicated to:
fathiyya shafa
marsha anindya
rashya zhaffira
kamilia salsa
taska amani
lila anindya
safira pangkat dua :-)
nadhira kamila
vania trixie
nathania tesalonica
and beautiful directioners out there

Thursday, 31 May 2012

confessions of a teenage drama queen. part3


            Someone knocked the window. I shocked. I released myself from harry and looked out throught harry’s car window. Anna.
            “are you two gonna kissing all night long?” she grumpled.
            I exchanged look with harry and get out from his car. “how long youve been watch, anna?” i murmured.
            “10 minutes maybe.” She laughed.
            “not funny.” I looked at a car parking at my garden. “is that chris’s?”
            She looked at that car too. “no.” she said, confused. “no idea.”
            When she opened the door, we heard our mom screaming out our name. Instead of coming for her, anna ran to her room. Well, i wanted to do that badly, too. But i have no chance.
            She’s with a guy, probably the one who had that car.
            “rachel, this is Joe” she pointed at that guy, “Joe this is Rachel.”
            He offered his hand and i shake it. I realized he has a green eyes, somewhat similiar for me. “I’m john Milward.” He asked with, wait, a similiar accent for me too, “call me joe”
            “Rachel.” I said as i taking seat at the bar.
            “So, rachel. I thougth you were at the same school like my son is” he asked, friendly.
            “well, i dont know any guy with Milward’s”
            “ oh no, he’s not using my last name.” He said. My mom sat next to him. What on earth happened?
            “what’s his name then?” i asked, try to be interested.
            “harry.”
            Of course not my harry. “hm, let me think.” Harry ....... harry who? “well, no idea. Is he from 12th grader?”
            “mm, he’s from your grade i think.”
            I gathered all of courage. “harry styles?”
            “right! I know you’ll guess it.” He laughed then my mom laughed too. I laughed too, my lips. Not my heart.

            Its about 10 pm when i heard a loud knock on my door, and my mom stepped in.
            “well, rachel. I know that it has been a long time since your father left us. And, well, he’s married now with another girl.” She glanced at me. “i know its hard for you and amanda—“
            “are you gonna marry him?” damn, tears came to my eyes.
            “well i thought you want a dad.” She said. “you need it.”
            “why dont just, its only us. Only three of us.” My breath cathes so i pretend to cough.
            My mom avoid my look, took a deep breath and went outside.
            Im not gonna let my mom marry him. Not because i dont want a new dad. I do, really, i do. but i dont want.............. i dont want to be harry’s sister. If im gonna be a part of harry’s life, i’d rather choose being his enemy instead her sister. I love him too much to let myself being his sister... i just—cant.
            I dialed harry’s number.
            “harry.” I said between my tears.
            “are you crying? What happened?” he seemed worry.
            “is joe milward your—“ i tried to speak clearly, “dad?”
            “mm, yeah. Why?”
            “where’s your mom?”
            “oh—“ he said with a little surprised tone. “they, split up”
            I ended the phone and crying even harder.

            I skipped my classes today. Im not ready for meeting harry—my future brother. Ugh, this thought sucks.
            “where are you?” harry called me.
            “nowhere.”
            “come on rachel, we need to get from this mess.”
            “how?!” i shouted. Well, its outta of my control. Im blaming myself for that. “sorry, but this just too complicated.”
            “where are you?” he asked once more.
            “walgrave.”
            “okay, wait me.”
            I looked to my left. Two little girls with their parent having fun. An older one i guess, with light brown hair and blue eyes, like her dad. Like anna and my dad. And the younger one, with dark brown hair and eyes, like her mom. Like me and my mom. Is that kind of flashback? If only my dad didnt leave. We’re just gonna be fun. Anna said he left because he wanted to marry younger woman. Im blaming that woman now.
            Someone hugged me backward. And his hand made my eyes tearing.
            “i love you—“ theres a long pause when he speaks. “more than i love my dad.”
            “so what could we do? tearing them apart?”
            “what else we could do?”
            I shoke my head.
            “i will marry you someday and im not gonna marry my own sister. Thats it.”
            Whoa, i try my best to not smiling, but how could i?
            “so your suggestion is......” i asked
            “let them marry.” Wait, harry, you make me confused. “then we runaway, together.”
            I laughed, seriously. How many guys asked their girlfriend to runaway? I love harry.
            “would you?” he asked.
            “harry, are you serious?”
            “im not joking.” He turned to be serious now. “it might be difficult, but my love for you is real”

Wednesday, 30 May 2012

confessions of a teenage drama queen. part2


            Its more like im going to school just to see harry. I tried to eat muesli like my mom does and surprisingly anna finished dressing up in 7. Wow. She sat next to me.
            “are you dating harry styles?” she murmured
            “anna, i just knew him yesterday” i sighed.
            “well, amber said you two are an item” she told me
            I took a deep breath and continued eating.

            I went to the allocation of lockers.
            Sheldon, rachel 671
            Styles, Harry 672
            Whoa. I didnt expect this. Well, it was the best thing that happened today. Im pretty sure the other nice things would follow. I need to go to my locker to change the code after all. I tampered the code until i found the right one, 2020 my lucky number. I dumped my book into it when i smell a similiara sweet-scented on my right. Let me guess, it smelled like woody oriental which harry styles’s. I tried my best to ignore him.
            “hey rachel.” He greeted.
            “hey.” I said, quietly
            “next class?”
            “is that really matter what my next class is?”  he looked surprised.
            He raised his hands. “okay miss, i back-off”
           

            Okay, i admitted it. I regret what i did to him this morning. But i just cant let him into my life. I mean, i just knew him yesterday. Well, i know he has a great body, even if i wasnt sure if there was a brain up there.
            “are you rachel sheldon?”  asked a girl, marina. “im marina rodriguez.” She offered her hand to me, for shake hand, maybe.
            I just stare at her hand. Not sure if im goin to shake it. “is it a tradition in italy?”
            She took back her hand, her face showed that she was a bit dissapointed but her smile erased it. “oh, im sorry. You guys have a different tradition here” she still smiling.
            I dont even smile. I mean, for what? Im not gonna give my smile to a new girl here. “what do you want?” i asked, wyrly.
            “well, i heard you know harry styles. May you take me to him? I have something for him”
            Finally, i smiled showing off my teeth. “never
            “oh rachel, please. I think its important for him to get this.” I rolled my eyes. This girl made me want to slap her face. “you know, an awesome boy like him should get this stuff”
            Excuse me, awesome?
            “are you fancy harry?” i folded my hand on my chest.
            She looked surprised. “i-i-i-im----“
            I walked away from her.
            How dare she is?! Shes just a new student and she fancies harry. Harry. I walked throught the hallways and unfortunately i met amber.
            “rachel, everyones talking about you!” she cried. “you and harry are such a perfect item.”
            “amber! Im not dating him. Im not dating anyone.” I groaned.
            Anna joined us. “have you guys seen marina?” she said marina like she was a poisonous bug or something like that. It seemed like anna just realized that im here. “by the way, paris lookin for you.” I nodded and went to paris. Which i predicted in gym.
            Whoaaaa. Its me that surprised now. Courtney, paris, brooklyn with guess who? Marina.
            “what would you like to give?” courtney asked in her deathly tone.
            “oh pleaseee. Its such a big secret. Oh come on you girls, please take me to him. Please, i owe you for more than anything. Youre so-----“
            “stop being nice!” i threatened. “if you fancy harry, just tell us.”
            “how could i fancy him?!” she shouted back.
            “well, with all the gift you wanted to give to hime, i expected you are fancy him.” I said wryly.
            “we’re just friend!” marina yelled.
            In my experience, friendships across the genders were never that simple, like never.
            I smiled. My lips not my eyes.

            How dare they do this....... i thought all of my classes were same with my girls! But guess what the do? choose physics instead of math. Im totally blaming on paris. She must the brain of all this crime.
            “anyone sit with you?” harry asked.
            Im glad im not living against the odds. I’d choose harry instead of Paris sitting with me  absolutely.
            “no.” I gasped.
            “so you’d prefer sit alone or sit with me?” he frowned.
            I laughed and he took a sit beside me.
            “youre different from other girls” he told me. With this close, it made me realized that he has a FULL bottom lips.
            “in good or bad way?”
            “good”
            “hm, youre different too,” i replied, thoughtfully.
            “hmm.”
            “no, i mean, different because i can work out what youre thinking. Most guys hide something---i dunno, im talking crap, forget it.”
            “so i can relax then? Youre not gonna acted like this morning no more?” he smiled.

            Well, thanks too harry then. It was the best physics ever.
            “rachel, please believe me. Im not fancy harry. You know, errr, his friend, louis. He’s nice. I mean----“
            “louis?” i gasped. I felt paris and niall beside me. Paris and niall? What on earth happened?!
            “he’s not a bad kisser, either” she covered her mouth like she regreted what she said.
            Whoa, i havent kissed harry yet and she—the new girl in town—has kissed louis tomlinson. world has no justice. Confused, i walked away. Thats when i found myself face to face with niall and paris.
            “are you two an item?” i asked, straight note.
            “kind of.” Paris blushed, niall curled his hands on her wraist.
            “best wishes.” I smiled than burst into brooklyn. “brooklyn, am i the one who confused about this all stuffs?” i free myslef then realized that she’s crying. “what the hell happened?”
            “you havent know everything?” she sighed. “havent you know courtney and liam sneaked out from classes today? The well, look at me. It looks like y’all got your pair. Me?”
            “there’s zayn, brooklyn”
            “not really interested.”
            “why?”
            “no reason” she muttered.
            “yeah, right no reason! As if butter wouldnt melt in your mouth!” i teased her. “listen, if you fancy zayn, why not just admit it?”
            Brooklyn frowned. “how can i fancy him? I only saw him once, and that was from distance.”
            “its enough” i insisted. “you are—you have a thing for zayn!”
            She rolled her eyes and left me.
            “free tonight?” harry asked.
            “yeah. Why?”
            “what about movie and dinner with me?”
            “what did people  call two peoples goin on movie and dinner?”
            “a---“ he searched for words carefully, “date”
            “so you offered me a date?” i teased him.
            “so you accept it?”  he smiled back.

            By another stretch of water,way out of town, me and harry sat and watched the world go by.
            “look at the ducks!” i pointed to two birds bobbing their heads under the surface, sticking their arses in the air. “sweet!”
            “why do women go ga-ga over animals?” harry wondered.
            “the same reason men hero-worship david beckham.”
            “we dont.”
            “some do.”
            “no, thats just the women! They drool over his pecs.”
            “how come you never agree with anyting i say?”
            “i do sometimes”
            “you bloody well dont.”
            “here we go again!” he turning in to me, rested his arms on my shoulders. “you’re like a guy, you know that?”
            “that’s the worst thing anyone ever said to me!” i scrambled free.
            He caught me by the hand. “im not kidding. You argue like a guy.”
            “yeah, yeah—so why doesnt that surprise you?”
            “here,” he said, taking off his jacket and carefully draping it around my shoulders.
            “i love you.” Words slipped out from his mouth.
            “yeah, me too.” I admitted.

Monday, 28 May 2012

HAII SEMUANYA! pertama dan terpenting gue mau minta maaf super super minta maaf ttg post illuminati gue yg ttg bruno mars. mau minta maaf karena disitu gue blg bruno mars illuminati......... ternyata.... omg watch this im sorry
im sorry guys, okay? i owe bruno mars so much right now for this. please dont join illuminati i just wanted that simple thing. i believe He would help you just gathered all your faith and trust Jesus okay? i love you bruno mars, i owe you

Friday, 25 May 2012

25/05/12 !


Mari kita menceritakan betapa aneh nya hari ini.
Jadi pertama22 gue dateng ke sekolah kostum lil red riding hood. Gamirip tapi ya biarkansajalah. Diesti, asti, salma jadi MnM! Lucu banget mereka bertiga ini:3. Terus kan hari ini banyak syuting...... terus pas lagi pemanasan mau lari pagi di syuting juga. Pas ditengah22 pemanasan, gue merasa kamera nya ke shoot gue, HAHAHA gimanasih kalo kaya gitu, dan gue senyum...... d00000h banci kamera banget ya:D eh pas gue senyum kamera nya pergi, broken hearted gak sih lo, gatau sih rasanya jadi gue.... sakit hati. Terus kan makan tuh dan foto222!!!!!!!
Pas dikelas banyak yg ngumpulin voting a7kaBan, POKOKNYA SANGAT SUPER GILA DUPER SUSAH NGITUNG VOTING. Karena ada 35 kategori awalnya, terus ada bbrp yg diapus. Baguslah. Terus kan abis itu syuting pljrn biologi. Yg syuting itu ada gue,diva,satria,jodi,syaneez, hanif. Dan bbrp org lagi dari meja sebelah yg gue mager nyebutinnya. Yg pasti ada IKHSAN!!!!!!!!
Jadi kan action tuh, terus blablabla gue gak ngapa22in kecuali nyatet, sianye. Dan tibalah bagian yg paling asdfgjkl waktu satria mesti bakar larutannya. Harusnya larutannya tuh berubah warnya tapi..... ini udh lama dan gak berubah22. Daripada gue ketawa karena percobaannya sedikit failed, gue nengok ke meja sebelah. Dan disitu, marshanggiayasmin lagi ngeliatin gue dengan muka awkward, akhirnya gue gigit bibir dalem gue kenceng22 biar gak ketawa.
Terus gue ngeliat satria kan yg merupakan keselahan besar karenaa dia mulut nya berkedut-kedut mau ketawa. Dan gue jadi pgn ketawa banget itu super klimaks tapi gue diselamatkan karena larutannya akhirnya berubah warna!!! Dan take 2 setelah itu dan selesai, giliran meja sebelah syuting.
Abis itu kan gue mainin TEPUNG, TEPUNG SEMUANYA YG TD PERCOBAAN SATU MEJA SAMA GUE, ITU NAMANYA TEPUNG. Karena pas lg main22in TEPUNG nya gue bilang itu “BEDAK” karena dari dulu gue selalu bilang tepung itu BEDAK.
“ini bedak”
“hah? Tepung.”
bedak?”
“tepung!”
“itu tepung kanji kan?”
“INI BEDAK, BE-DAK”
Dan dst, terus kan gue masukin TEPUNG nya ke air gitu , masukin segala macam zat cair lainnya ke gelas itu. Dan sutradara nya ngeledekin gue mulu keselkesel beeeh keselllllll . tapi air+tepung+segala macam larutan itu jadi..... lembek22 kaya puding, kaya ingus....... terus gue ambil “ingus” nya terus gue taro di tangan satria karena dia sudah menjadi cukup menyebalkan saat gak percobaan. Dan akhirnya sisa ingus dalem gelas dibuang sama bu yulinda, sedih sekali. Terus kan gue masih blg tepung nya itu bedak.
“sat, kalo lo makan itu gue baru bilang itu tepung”
Dan dengan otak nya yg gaktau seberapa besar dia JILAT tepungnya dari sendok, sedeng kan-___-
“asem!”
“jgn22 tepung nya kadaluarsa”-diva
Terus kalian mesti liat mukanya satria saat itu HAHAHAHHEHHEHDHUAUDFEJU
Terus gue ke bu yulinda.
“bu, itu tepung nya udh kadaluarsa/belom?”
“EEEEEEH, jangan kamu makan! Jangan duh jangan! Itu udah-------“
Terus gue gadenger apalagi karena gue ketawa atas penderitaan satria makan tepung KADALUARSA.
Terus kan abis itu istirahat, terus di suruh syuting lagi-___- tapi kali ini syuting nya MAKAN. Seneng gak sih lo?!!!!!! Ya gue sih seneng. Terus pas syuting gue satu meja sama taska&kak nuky :D;D. dan gue ketemu dengan sutradara yg ngeledekin gue tadi. Terus dia nunjuk gue dengan muka kaget lebay terus gue poker face-__--. Karena kita gak boleh abisin makanan kita dulu sebelum action maka gue dengan perut keroncongan ngeliatin makanan gue....
“eeeeh, laper ya?” – sutradara 1
“mie? Wah gasehat!” – sutradara 2
“bilang aja mau” – gue
Ya terus action! Pas action gak ada makan22nya...... sedih yaps. Tapi pas cut gue langsung makan kan. dan ditunjuk2 sama sutradara222 nya lagi.
“laper tuh laper”
“banget”
Pokoknya setiap cut gue makan mulu dan diledekin mulu. PADAHAL TASKA JUGA MAKAN!!! Kok dia gak diledekin sih L akhirnya selesai, gue seneng banget l mesti tau. :D pokoknya hari ini awkward super!!!!!!

hey folks. Do you know? There are always reasons when youre friend cry. Youre one of them

Is it right? Is it right to give up? No matter how severe the circumstances may be?