Showing posts with label Random. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Random. Show all posts

Sunday, 13 May 2012

This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, somg go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babve, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about
I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together
i climb, i slip, i fall
I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't
Beneath the makeup and behind the smile I am just a girl who wishes for the world
I want to grow old without facelifts. I want to have the courage to be loyal to the face I have made
All little girls should be told they are pretty, even if they aren't
We are all of us stars, and we deserve to twinkle

hai !!!!!! baru foto22 dengan super random memakai baju oma gue HAHAHAHA. foto22 nya gak mirip gue.......... btw ini terimakasih sekali kpd slr karena gue jadi bisa foto sendiri lovlov timer nya!



Sunday, 29 April 2012


I have a best friend...
by Jenna
I have a best friend...
In the sandbox we used to play,
We grew up with eachother,
but things ended up this way

I began to meet some new friends,
they all seemed pretty nice,
You told me they were the wrong crew,
But I didn't take your advice

I started smoking and drinking,
sneaking out and skipping school,
I never returned your phonecalls
because I was just too cool

I never told you the truth,
I just had to lie,
You told me I needed help
And all I could say was why?

I went to a party that night,
And I got so messed up I couldn't talk,
I tried to cross the street,
but I could barely walk

I heard a loud engine,
and I saw a bright light,
I then felt a great shove,
and I looked to my right

You'd been hit by a Semi,
With all the blood I could see,
You just pushed me out of the way
And that's how it had to be

A tear rolled down my face,
I could tell that you were dead,
I hugged your lifeless body
and wished it was me instead

I've been sober for 3 years,
and I have many more to spend,
I have my guardian angel,
I have a best friend...


Never Without Love
by Chord Princess
My life was over, 
Or so it had seemed,
I said my goodbyes,
And I silently screamed.

I knew it was wrong,
 
But it just felt so right,
When sadness creeps in,
It puts up a fight.

I went into the kitchen,
I looked all around,
 
I saw what I needed,
My heart started to pound.

I tested the edge,
As I picked up the knife,
I placed it over my wrist,
As I went over my life.

I had no one to leave,
Nobody who cared,
A small little girl,
Could certainly be spared.

The phone started to ring,
And I suddenly knew,
I don't really know how,
But it had to be you.

I slowly walked over,
And picked up the phone,
In that moment I'd never felt more alone.

You begged me to stop,
To not do what I would,
I said nothing at all,
I don't think that I could.

You cried and you pleaded,
And I didn't know how,
I had missed it so long,
But I finally saw now.

You may think life is hopeless,
That there's no help from above,
But as long as you have friends,
You'll always have love.

People go everyday not knowing what they may lose
Not knowing if that day someone will bring them bad news
I’ve known many in my life that have been through heartache
Scared from the nightmare they may never awake
I know you have been through a lot and I am here to hold your hand
Through all the trials life has in store, by your side I shall stand
Although I can’t erase the scars, I hope to help them fade
Don’t forget all the good memories, all the smiles you have made
I know it’s hard to say goodbye, to finally let them go
Missing them and praying that they know
I know it’s hard to lose someone to know they are no longer here 
To wake every morning having to face a terrible new fear
I promise to lift you up whenever you are down
I will place a smile on your face whenever there’s a frown
I love you unconditionally you are my very best friend
All the pieces to your broken heart I will do my best to mend
Lives are lost daily, I know it isn’t fair
Just know you will always have someone that truly cares
One day you will join them in heaven, and then you’ll finally see
That through all this time you’ll always have a friend in me

I Want to Be Just Like You
In a time when fathers are totally absent,
gone most of the time,
or physically present but mentally distracted,
you are there for me—
looking at me, listening to me
understanding me, talking with me.
You make time for me
even when it's inconvenient for you.
You make me feel important to you.
I learn from you when you teach me,
when I watch you do things,
and when I observe you
just being you—a terrific father.
Every affectionate smile you give me,
every pat on the back, every hug
shows me you love me,
that you're proud of me.
These are things I'll remember
to do for my own kids.
You're a great role model, Dad.
I want to be just like you.



i want to read one of this poem for my talent test. but hardly to choose one of them. any advice?

Wednesday, 25 April 2012


1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
i think about you everyday - arttm. I cant lie – maroon 5. Hot right now – iforgotwho . hit the lights – selena gomez. Helena beat – foster the people. Hate that i love you – rihanna ft ne-yo
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Hmm i feel as if I should say something sophisticated but it would probably be josh hutcherson and isabelle furhman
J
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
“Peeta.” And for this time, i find i cant hold this......     -----catching fire
4) What do you think about most?
books ive read, people and the point of things. And finnick odair
5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
iyadeh iya. hahaha
6) Do you sleep with ____ or without ______ on?
with clothes on brainless
7) What’s your strangest talent?
well im not sure if i have one
8) Girls…. (finish the sentence); Boys…. (finish the sentence)
girls are hard to work out. Boys are hard to work out
9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
nope.
10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
months ago?
11) Do you have any strange phobias?
idk
12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
thats what i hate
13) What’s your religion?
christian
 14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Walk. play
15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
depends. but mostly in front of haha
16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
arttm
17) What was the last lie you told?
yes.
18) Do you believe in karma?
Sort of. Im a bit iffy about it.
19) What does your URL mean?
i just read it on one book and i feel kinda keen into it
20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
ugh no idea. in what; socially, physically, mentally?????
21) Who is your celebrity crush?
JOSHUA RYAN HUTCHERSON AND ALEXANDER LUDWIG
22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
no idea what you mean
23) How do you vent your anger?
run the hell out of the place.
24) Do you have a collection of anything?
books and barbie
25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? Video chatting. phone calls are soo awkward whereas if your on video you can just be like ” i have to go to the bathroom, i’ll be back soon” or say that you have bad internet or something.
26) Are you happy with the person you’ve become? Sort of. Well maybe yes
27) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love? crying babies, piano
28) What’s your biggest “what if”? someone and know dies?
29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Well i have seen ghosts actually but aliens no
30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. Little women book and catching fire
31) Smell the air. What do you smell? lotion
32) What’s the worst place you have ever been to? a memorial park
33) Choose East Coast or West Coast? idk what you mean.
34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? Drew seeley and hm justin?
35) To you, what is the meaning of life? No idea
36) Define Art. imagination on paper.
37) Do you believe in luck? sort of. its like the karma thing; im a bit iffy bout it.
38) What’s the weather like right now? sunny
39) What time is it? 8:54 am
40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? No.
41) What was the last book you read? Little women – louisa may alcott (go on read it)
42) Do you like the smell of gasoline? Is it bensin? ............... if yes, no
43) Do you have any nicknames? Laras? Well maybe rahel or whatever you want. But bit limited
44) What was the last movie you saw? the hunger games.
45) What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had? Im not sure.
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly? Sadly no
47) Do you have any obsessions right now? hunger games and catching fire and mockingjay
48) What’s your sexual orientation? Hah?
49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?  yeeeshhh
50) Do you believe in magic? honestly, no.
51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? No i think
52) What is your astrological sign? pisces
53) Do you save money or spend it? i dont have money in the first place but i do both.
54) What’s the last thing you purchased? Magazines
55) Love or lust? love
56) In a relationship? no
58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue? No. haha
59) Where were you yesterday? home and friends house.
60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? necklace
61) Are you wearing socks right now? no
62) What’s your favorite animal? doooog
63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? dont hav one
64) Where is your best friend? at their house
65) Spit or swallow?(;
66) What is your heritage? indonesia
67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM? turning off my lights
68) What do you think is Satan’s last name? idk
69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?  ??????????????
70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? idk. yes they could relate to me and my problems.
71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? save the doggie :D
72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
a) tell a few people first, and then everyone after a week.
b) family and friends and ive always wanted to go to america
c) sort of. Yes
73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love. trust.
74) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? Raise your glass - pink
75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? Forgot it
76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? a lot of things. cbf to write them all sorry.
77) How can I win your heart? no idea. make me laugh.
78) Can insanity bring on more creativity? always
79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? idk.
80) What size shoes do you where? 37 38
81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone? something about people rembering me and loving me.
82) What is your favorite word? Magnificent or faboulous cant choose one
83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. Pink lol
84) What is a saying you say a lot? Coincidence? Well yes most of time
85) What’s the last song you listened to? Born to die – lana del rey
86) Basic question; what’s your favorite color/colors? Hm. Light purple
87) What is your current desktop picture? Clove and cato
88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? no one. joseph kony perhapss. BUT I THINK I MIGHT BE “HER”
89) What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on? idk
90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do? Scream mommy and throwing whatever to them and pray inside heart haha
91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? Having it-was-all-up-to-me power
92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? Uhm. When i laugh so hard til cry.
93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? My grandpa and dogs not dying L
94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? JOSHUA RYAN HUTCHERSON
95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? L a
96) Do you have any relatives in jail? no
97) Have you ever thrown up in the car? no
98) Ever been on a plane? yes 
99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? Here’s some advice, stay alive
100) any last word?
Uhm no

DONE :D sorry for some brief answers; im tired :/ and i dont know how to put it on read more so scroll quickly ;]

Monday, 26 December 2011

LOMO 0-0


They say pictures speak a thousand words so this is my thousand words
whoaaa take a look


hai kawan berhubung koneksi nya lagi setengah hatiiiiiiii yang terakir kamera nya nanti aja yah. atoga biar gak penasaran bisa ditanya sama mbah google diana f+ qinghua . bikin ngilerrrr 
Hasta la vista

dianainstantback+


Hai-__- mau kasih tau gue lagi ngidam diana  instant back + bangeeet hoooo.
Itu buat jadiin diana f+ kaya polaroid gitooooh d00000h keren banget penget banget.
Lagian gue itu super duper males ke lomography mau nyuci foto lomo gue walaupun itu deket ya sama labsky hhhT_T
Jadikan kalo pake diana instant langsung jadi gaperlu bensin lagiya ke lomograph
Yang perlu dilakukan sekarang adalah mohon22 ke nyokap bokap ATAU ngumpulin duit satu juta dua ratus ribu rupiah.
Tambah seratus ribuan buat isi film nya
NOOOO ITU KECE ABIS JADIKAN CEKREKCEKREK LANGSUNG JADIIIIIIIIIIIIII
Gue tekanan batin ha
Create the distinctive Diana effect in one moment, then watch it develop instantly in front of your very eyes, the next! The Diana Instant Back+ steals the show as the ultimate accessory through combining the world of Diana+ creative possibilities with the immediate gratification of Polaroid-style photography! With the Diana+’s experimental features and ever-growing collection of accessories, whether you’re into Fisheye, close-up, the Splitzer, Colorsplashing or even pinhole… you can now shoot them all, instantly!
Instant Back+ Highlights

* Easily clips onto the back of the Diana F+
* Expose the film as usual using the Diana controls and then press the release button on the rear of the Instant Back to get your photo.
* Compatible with all Diana F+ cameras
* Tripod ‘Ears’ for steady shooting and long exposures
* Uses Fuji Instax Mini film – only!
* Automatic film number counter
* Battery operated –2x CR2 batteries (batteries not included)
* Tripod thread
Diana+ Instant Back Specification



Thursday, 22 December 2011

hey



Whoa its been like forever since my last post
Super sorry life been to amusing me these days.
So did life treat you right?
Okay whatever lah have a great Thursday and happy mothers day

Ps: if im missing for more than one weeks call 911 immediatelyJ
hastalavista

Saturday, 10 December 2011

why we love men?


We love men because they can’t fake an orgasm, even if they wanted to.

Because they will never understand us, yet even so they go on trying.

Because they still manage to see our beauty, even when we ourselves no longer believe it.

Because they understand equations, politics, maths and economics, but not the feminine heart.

Because they are lovers who only rest when we have had (or pretend to have had) pleasure.

Because they manage to raise sport to something bordering on religion.

Because they are never afraid of the dark.

Because they insist on fixing things that are beyond their capacity, and dedicate themselves to this with the same enthusiasm as an adolescent, and get frustrated when they don’t succeed.

Because they are like pomegranates: most of them is impossible to digest, but the seeds are delicious.

Because they never comment on what the neighbors might think.

Because we always know what they are thinking, and when they open their mouth they say exactly what we imagined they would.

Because they never dreamed of torturing themselves wearing high heels.

Because they love to explore our body and conquer our soul.

Because a 14-year-old girl can leave them speechless, and a 25-year-old woman can tame them quite effortlessly.

Because they are always attracted by extremes: the opulent or the ascetic, warriors or monks, artists or generals.

Because they do absolutely everything possible to try to hide their weaknesses.

Because a man’s biggest fear is not being a man (it never crosses a woman’s mind not to be a woman).

Because they always eat everything on their plate, and don’t feel guilty about it.

Because they take great delight in completely uninteresting matters, such as what happened at work, or different makes of automobiles.

Because they have shoulders where we can rest our heads and sleep without much effort.

Because they are at peace with their bodies, except for small, insignificant things like growing bald and getting fat.

Because they are incredibly courageous in front of insects.

Because they never lie about their age.

Because despite everything they try to demonstrate, they can’t live without a woman.

Because when we tell one of them “I love you”, they always ask us to explain exactly how

Wednesday, 30 November 2011


Hai semuanyaaa
Jadi ya ini gue random seperti biasa. Dibawah ini itu kata22 dari buku ghostgirl yang kece-kece yaa J
“kau memikirkan seperti apa kemungkinannya. Kau terus-menerus membayangkannya di benakmu, mengganti-ganti skenarionya setiap waktu, tapi jauh di lubuk hatimu yang terdalam, kau tidak benar-benar percaya bahwa ini akan sungguh-sungguh terjadi, karena ini hanya mungkin terjadi pada orang lain, bukan pada dirimu”
“beberapa hal memang layak untuk dikorbankan”
“kehebatan dari musuh adalah kau tahu betul di mana orang itu berdiri. Kau tidak akan dikejutkan oleh tikaman di punggung karena kau selalu waspada. Bahkan, permusuhan mereka kepadamu sesugguhnya menolongmu menajamkan diri, dengan memaksamu untuk terus mencari pemberenian atas berbagai tindakan dan pendapatmu, terkadang bahkan atas dirimu sendiri. Kalau kau menginginkan simpati, carilah teman, tetapi kalau kau menginginkan kenjujuraan, seorang musuh bisa menjadi sahabat terbaikmu.”

Wednesday, 23 November 2011


WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME?
WHY DO YOU DO THIS SO EASILY
YOU MAKE IT HARD TO SMILE BECAUSE YOU MAKE IT HARD TO BREATH
WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME?

Monday, 21 November 2011

“i stare my reflection in the mirror
Why am i do this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf”
“seeing is deceiving dreaming is believing
Its okay not to be okay”
“tears dont mean youre losing”
Who you are – jessie j

“the quiet scares me
Cause it screams the truth”
“when its good, then its good, its so good
‘till it goes back”
Sober – pink

“i will not make, the same mistakes that you did”
“because of you i find its hard to trust”
“i forced to fake, a smile, a laugh everyday of my life”
Because of you – kelly clarkson

“i’m a hazard to myself, dont let me get me
I’m my own worst enemy”
“LA told me, youll be a popstar
All you have to change is  everythinng you are”
“she’s so pretty, that just aint me”
Dont let get me – pink

‘its like youre the swingset, and im the kid that falls”
“its like one of those bad dreams, when you cant wake up”
I dont believe you – pink

ini random abis 
cuma buat nambah22in post HAHAHA MUAH DOAKAN NILAI NYA BAIK

Tuesday, 15 November 2011


Tolong yang baik
Yang sekarang masih bisa nikmatin hidup sama punya banyak waktu
Terharu
Parah
BacanyaLLLLL

Friday, 11 November 2011

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Hey folks:*
Jadijadi gue mau cerita kalo.......
Gue nginep di rumah tiffany loh\ J /
Terus kita mandi bareng HAHAHAHA
Oke itu gak perlu diceritain-__-
Pas malem2 tuh kita ke rumah oma nya tiffany.
Terus disana kaya ada alat buat fitness gitu, biar berotot.
Kita nyoba, terus kita kaya ngangkat balok berat gitu pake alat fitness nya-_-
Mau tau kita pake berapa beban?
8.
Jadi kita ngangkat 40 kilogram karena satu balok itu 5 kilo kalo gak salah.
Tapi sayang sekali kita belom berotot LLLL
Doakan kita BEROTOT kawan22 :*:*:*

hey folks. Do you know? There are always reasons when youre friend cry. Youre one of them

Is it right? Is it right to give up? No matter how severe the circumstances may be?