magic pen

haaai semua kalian22 muggle muggle tak berbahagia :). jadi marsha mempunyai suatu magic pen yang punya macem22 tali(karet sih) warna putih, pink tua dan pink muda! terus dengan random gue tutup mata terus bilang, kalo dapet warna putih gue jadian sama harry styles, dan........... warna putih!!!!!!! OMGOMG hahah! akhirnya gue ajak ifath, "fath, kalo dapet warna putih nikah sama niall." terus ifath harus ngomong kata22 ajaibnya: "kalo dapet warna putih gue nikah sama niall james horan" dan sadly ifath dapet warna pink mudaa! terus giliran gue, "kalo gue dapet warna putih gue nikah sama harry edward styles, daaaaaaaaaan dapet warna putih lagi dooong! harry kamu sabar tunggu aku yah :). terus giliran..... mba marsha. yang di cengcengin sama louis padahal dia gak suka :p. "kalo gue dapet warna putih gue nikah sama louis tomlinson" tapi sayang sekali dia gadapet:(:(. pas dicoba lagi dia tetep gabisa. yang artinya kurang lebih marsha berkemungkinan menjadi.... prwntua. GAKDENG, LOVE YOU ANINDYA. terus giliran ara sama zayn. ara milihnya super superrrrrr lemot banget demiapapun!. terus tinggal kegilaan gue dan ifath, "ayo fath, kalo kita ngambil warna yang sama, kita nikah sama niall harry", "yaudah ayo. kalo gue dapet warna yg sama kaya laras, gue nikah sama niall james horan." "kalo gue dapet warna yang sama kaya ifath, gue nikah sama harold edward styles" TAPI KITA GADAPET WARNA YANG SAMA......... akhirnya kita bertukar mantra, gue sama niall fath sama harry. BARU BISA!!!!!!!!!! tapi karna gue desperately pengen sekeluarga sama harry :-) akhirnya pake mantra baru!: "kalo gue sama ifath dapet warna yg sama, anak gue-niall nikah sama anak nya ifath-harry jadi kita sekeluarga" YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY SAMA WARNYA, DUH LO SENENG GAK SIH. ya ngapainye lo seneng? -___- ya pokoknya gue seneng. dahyuk bubarbubar much love

behind the scenes apresiasi seni ekskul 2012!

            Behind the scenes! Jadi kan gue ekskul teater. Jadi ratu dan muncul di awal+akhir gituuu. Gue di make up sama mamanya kak syav, so grateful, makasih tanteee! Terus pas pada mulai mau brieving gue masih di make up. Akhirnya dengan kostum gue yang sangat pengen gue tempelin jari tengah, turun kebawah. Pas nyampe....... duh selesai brieving. Bubarbubar. Sampe diatas, ke backstage yg hot bangeeeet dengan kostum gue ini. Dan AKHIRNYAA! Blackout dan kakak22 panitia mulai nari! Kalian mesti tau kalo lagi blackout itu bener222222 lo gabisa liat tangan lo sendiri, idung lo aja gabisa. Satu22 nya pencahayaan itu dari blitz kamera. Daaaan! Penarian opening!!!!!! Gue sendiri gaterlalu afal tariaannya tapi stay cool soksok afal aja hahahaha. Dan selesaaaai, dan blackout lagi. Di sini scene gue dan gue mesti duduk di kursi. Terus gue ke kakak panitia buru22 banget minta kursi. Terus mereka bilang:”udah ditaro cepet nanti lampu nyala lagi” dan gue dengan cengo dan panik nyari bangku gue yg sama sekaligak keliatan di kegelapan total dan gue kaya ANJRIT ANJRIT !@#$%^&*(. Ternyata bangku nya disebelah gue........ bangku nya lucu pake singgasana gitu kaya di kerajaan tapi buat nya pake gabus! Jadi gaboleh disenderin. Dan gue duduk tepat pada saat lampu menyala. Dan gue menyalahkan dewi kegelapan dan berterimakasih pada dewi ketepatan waktu.

            Dan blablabla akting. Dan finally tiba di saat yg paling super menyebalkan dimana gue harus masuk dari pintu depan dan artinya...... gue harus ke belakang panggung saat black out, turun kebawah, lari nyusurin setengah lantai tiga, naik lewat tangga depan, dan baru sampe di pintu depan aula dengan kostum gue yg sangat  !@#$%^&*( dan dengan waktu kurang dari 1 menit. Tapi karena laras itu sangat diberkati gue nyampe on time. Terusss, kan ditengah22 penonton gitu. Gue nyariin lovira karena mukanya lovira itu sangat menenangkan gueeee, akhirnya ketemu muka nya lovira :3;3 dan gue malah mau muntah HAHAH GAKDENG. Oiya btw micphone gue itu jatoh dari kuping dannnnn kelibet222 kabel nya. Dan akhirnya bisa gue sangkutin ke kuping tepat pada saat kakak paskib lewat!!!!!!

            Dan akting222, black out, berusaha ke backstage dengan nabrak22 orang dannnn tinggal nunggu. Akhirnya ngobrol22 dan banyak kejadian lucu di backstage ituuu. Pas scene prancis gue minta micphone lagi, dan akhirnya sampe scene gue. Terus kan gue duduk di singgasana lagi, tapi gue bego dan sedikit menyenderi gabus nya. Ada bunyi krek, tapi gabus nya gak patah. Dan kakak22 panitia langsung bilang jangan disenderin, maaf kak LL. Dan akhirnyaakting222222. Terus pas harusnya blackout, gak blackout..... akhirnya blackout dan gue gabisa nemuin raja dan pangerannya yg harusnya ada di wing kiri tapi katanya mereka ke wing kanan. Anjirrrr itu bener22 gabisa liat. Akhirnya gue nanya ke siapapuun yg ada di deket gue dimana mereka dan akhirnya mereka datenggg. Daaaan......... CLOSING!!!

            Terus ada ucapan terimakasih buat pak muliadi tarigaaan! Yang telah ngelatih kita! Btw pas latihan pak ucok itu jarang senyum dan pas pentas dia senyum mulu! Cintapakucok!

Jadi itulah apresiasi seni ekskul 2012! Maafkan kalau ada salah dalam pementasan! Makasih yg udh bantu doa, dateng, dan bilang apressnya bagus! Semoga rumah kalian baik di bumi dan di surga.

            Jadi ini ucapan terimakasih gue!:

1.      Pertama buat pak ucok yg tanpa lelah ngelatih kita! Loveu\

2.      Kedua buat kakak22 panitia yg udh ngatur semuanya! Makasih kaaaak! Sekaligus buat pak armat juga!

3.      Ketiga buat semua yg udh ikut apres!

4.      Keempat buat nyokapbokap yg udh bayarin penyewaan baju hehehe J

5.      Kelima buat penyewaan baaju nya! Walaupun sangat ribet tapi banyak yg bilang bagusss.

6.      Keenam buat mamanya ka syaaaav! Makasih tante udh make up-in

7.      Ketujuh buat kak syav karena kita sudah bertukar mahkota!

8.      Kedelapan buat fathiyya shafa karena pas dia nari dia buang muka waktu ngadep gue karena kalo gak buang muka, kita berdua bakal ketawa dan malu22in banget

9.      Kesembilan buat semuanya yg udh dateng apres, bantu doa, dan bilang apresnya keren!!!!!!

10. Kesepuluh dan terakhir buat mas22 micphone karena udh bantuin masangin!

Apres sukses!!!!!

apres 2012

            Aduuuuh banyak yg bilang apres bagus tapi gak ngerti ceritanya.... jadi mari kita ceritakan apresiasi seni ekskul 2012 ! jadi, di kerajaan itu makmur dan blablabla, tapi ratu sama raja nya gak punya anak. Kalo nanti raja tua dan gak ada anaknya, maka adek dari si raja, Paman, yg jadi raja nya. Dan pamannya ini keji jahat blabla. Akhirnya ratu hamil dan anak nya lahir cowok. Terus si paman merasa kalo si bayi nya ini Cuma ngerebut impiannya aja buat jadi raja, karena udh pasti kan si bayi ini yg kelak bakal jadi rajanya. Akhirnya bayi ini dibuang oleh pamannya ke negri nun jauh di ujung dunia (cieelah)

            Bayi ini beranjak dewasa. Dia ada di jepang. Di jepang ini pangerannya diperanin sama maska. Terus pangerannya ke inggris yg diperanin sama kak bimo. Terus akhirnya ke prancis yg diperanin sama kak helmi. Tiap negara pangeerannya beda22 karena biar setiap ekskul bahasa bisa pake bahasa nya masing2 gituuu. Jadi pas di jepang pake bahasa jepang and the blablablabla bonjour.

            Si pangeran ini akhirnya ditemuin sama nenek22 ajaib gituu yg ngasih tau kalo dia adalah pangeran di sebuah kerajaaan. Dan dulu dibuang sama pamannya yg sekarang udh jadi raja. Ayahnya pangeran ini gabisa memerintah lagi karena diracunin sama pamannya. Ibunya juga. Akhirnya si pangeran dianter ke kerajaan tersebut.

            Pamannya ini kaget waktu tau si pangeran udh kembali ke kerajaaan. Akhirnya si paman ini berniat buat bunuh si pangeran juga. Cara dibunuh nya itu dikasih racun ke minumannya. Tapi karena si pangeran tau ada niat jahat, makanya dia nuker minumannya dgn minuman si paman. Akhirnya malah paman yg diraacun. Dan si pangeran nyembuhin ayah ibu nya dengan obat-penyembuh-segala-macam.

Kerajaan kembali seperti semula and they live hapilly ever after.

kejadian ajaib.

Karena hidup gue dipenuhi oleh berbagai keanehan dan gue jadi aneh gini karena kejadian yang terjadi di kelas 6.

1.      Ini waktu lg try out gitu kaan. Terus gue punya musuh,andrew. Ya pokoknya dia nyebelin pake bangetlah. Dia itu sering ngerjain gue, dan gue sering ngerjain dia. Terus pas lagi istirahat tryout, dia lg minum nu green tea, terus pas gue lewat deket dia, GUE DI SEMBUR. Anjir rok gue tuh bener22 yang basah BASAH. Terus bau melatinya sangat gak enak karena udh bercampur dengan ludah nya andrew-__-. Terus banci itu kabur..... pas lg try out tibatiba ada bau nu green tea kan. terus ada yg bilang :” ih kok wangi, ada yg minum nu green tea?” terus gue poker face langsung ngerjain soal lagi.-__-

2.      Ini berhubung dengan guru gue, bu lenny. Jadikan gue itu sangat suka duduk di atas meja ;3. Tapi sayangnya guru ini tidak suka kalau ada yg duduk di atas meja... gue kira22 udh kepergok lebih dari 10 kali duduk diatas meja sama dia. Kan dia wali kelas 6b, gue kelas 6d. waktu lg pelajaraan kosong gue ke 6b, duduk diatas meja. Eh ibu tersayang ini dateng terus:

“LARAS! KAMU INI YA..........”

“eh sorisori buu. Eh maaf deng”

“asdfghujiksdhjbuucvj”

“hah?”

“kamu  kalo duduk di kursi nulis di meja!”

“emang gitukan bu?”

“eh salah, kamu duduk di meja, nulis di kursi sana!”

*kabur*

3. jadi ini berhubungan dengan sahabat gue............. musuh deng, gakdeng sahabat gue stephanie! Gue main unlimited dare bareng dia, kapan aja, dimana aja, dari awal kls 6 sampe lulusan. Pokoknya dare nya bener22 yg aneh22222 banget, tapi gue lupa, pokoknya aneh22 :*

4. APRIL MOP! Jadi gue kan iseng, terus gue ngerjain yose, yg kebetulan waktu itu lg suka sama kakak kelas HAHAHAHA.

“yos, masa kemaren gue chat sama temen nya A, ka B”

“A? Apa22 ngomong apa aja?”

“jadikan gini, sebenernya dulu A tuh suka sama lo yos, tapi lo nya kaya gak nanggepin gitu, terus sekarang kan lo suka sama dia, si B sama A tau, tapi A nya udh males gitu sama lo, makanya dia kalo malem suka pura22 tidur biar gak bales chat lo.”

*yose galau klimaks*

“terus apa lagi ras?”

“ya gitu, mending kata ka B, lo gausah ngejar22 A lagi. Udah percuma yoos, dia nya ga respek sama lo lagi”

“boong lo”

“ngapain boong”

*YOSE NANGIS* HAHAHAHAHA.

“yos”

“hah”

“jangan nangis”

“siapa yg nangis”

“lo nyet”

“gak”

“happy april mop” *kabur*

5. masih tentang april mop dan sekarang mari kerjain theo! Yang kebetulan lg suka sama C.

“theeeooooooooo, masa gue tau lo suka sama siapa” *padahal gatau*

“booongggggg”

“serius tanya aja tiffany”

“tip, laLas tau?” *tiffany ngangguk*

“kan gini the, semalem gue chat sama C, dia curcol. Katanya dulu dia suka pake banget sama lo.”

“aaaaaaa” *theo bersemu merah*

“DULU the, DULU. Sekarang enggak”

“YAH KENAPA LLLLL”

“soalnya dulu waktu dia suka sama lo, lo gak nganggep dia. Terus sekarang lo suka sama dia, dia udh gasuka sama lo. Mending gausah suka sama dia lagi”

*theo menyembunyikan wajah, 90% untuk menghapus air mata*

“the, jangan marah” *gue salaman sama theo*

“knp?”

“happy april mop”

“ANJING !@#$%^&*( SIALAN LO @#$%^&*()”

6. jadi ini masih tentang theodorus otniel samosir, yang cadel itu loh. Kan gue lg duduk sama dia, terus gue ngambil pengapus dia. Tiba22 dengan random theo nyanyi:

“dia untukku, bukan untukmu, dia miliku bukan milikmu, pergilah kamu, jangan kau ganggu, biarkan ku mendapatkannya.”

flashback!

Haaai! Jadi mari kita biarkan otak gue flashback ke kejadian masa lalu. Gak lebih dari umur gue 7 tahun.

1.      Kejadian pertama ini sangat gak bisa dilupakan-___-. Terjadi saat gue kira22 umur 2-3 taun. Jadi lo tau kan polly polly gitu yg kecil banget banget banget barang22 nya? Terus gue punya sahabat pas playgroup namanya michelle. Nah jadi gue lg PURA-PURA telfon dia pake telfonan polly gue yg Cuma setengah kuku kelingking-__-. “michelle, michelle........” dan telfonnya masuk ke kuping gue. HAHAHA PARAH ABIS. Terus akhirnya bisa diambil oleh guardian angel gue yaitu nyokap gue. Parah banget.

2.      Masih ttg michelle. Jadi waktu playgroup gue gabisa ngomong R. Tapi michelle udh bisa. Jadinya gini conv gue sama dia:

“ER”

“EL”

“ERRRRRRRRR. ERRRRRR”

“ELLLLLLLL”

“ER. Gini nih ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR”

“gini kan ELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL”

HAHAHA ilopelope michelle:3

3.      Masih michelle lagi-__-. Jadi tiap pulang playgroup itu kita sering main ke rumah masing22 kan. tp lebih sering ke rumah gue. Jadi waktu itu lg di rumah gue. Michelle lg dipangku nyokap gueee, terus gue? Lah gue anaknya, malah anak org yg dipangku. Akhirnya gue dorong michelle, terus dia hampir jatoh. Dan gue duduk dipangku nyokap. Terus michelle dorong gue balik tapi gue gak jatoh HAHAHAHA. Dan ini conv nya:

“ini bunda ku”

“MICHELLE. INI BUNDA KUUU!”

“ENGGAK INI BUNDA KU!”

“BUNDA KAMU DI LUMAH MICHELLE”

“INI BUNDA KUUUUUU. BUNDA KAMU DIRUMAH”

“INI LUMAH AKU MICHELLE”

4.      Ini waktu gue kelas 1 sd. Jadi kan waktu itu ada 4 kelas, 1abcd. 1 ac masuk pagi. 1bd masuk siang. Nah gue 1d. tapi gue masuk 1c. Terus pas diabsen gaada nama gue. Terus gue slo aja gabilang apa22. Pas pulang gue kan keluar gerbang. Terus ada anak gitu. Terus gue sksd nanya :

“kamu kelas 1 apa?”

“1d”

“kok kamu masuk lagi. Kan tadi udh selesai.”

“blom kok. Kan masuk siang.”

“bohong”

“beneran”

Dan akhirnya gue gondok, terus ikut kelas 1d beneran pada akhirnya-__-

5.      Ini pas tk. Jadikan gue pas tk itu temenan sama vira+salsa. Suatu saat kita bertengkar karena entah apa.. DAN MEREKA BERSEKONGKOL DENGAN SELURUH TK. SELURUH. SEMUA ANAK MUSUHIN GUE. Jahat banget gilagilagilaaa!!! Gue dibagian depan. Mereka ke bagian tengah. Gitu mereka pergi ke bagian belakang gue kan ke bagian tengah. Terus mereka usir. . . . .. . akhirnya gue ke bagian depan lagi. Terus mereka semua nyamperin gue. Vira ngomong gini: “laras maaf yaaa” gue udh seneng banget langsung nyodorin tangan buat salaman. Terus vira: “hahahahaha, gakdeng boong” sialan anjir gue sedih banget demi apapun. Terus pulang nya gue malah nonton bioskop bareng vira. Hahahaha gawl kan. -__-

6.      Ini pas kapan umur berapa gue lupa-__-. Mungkin 4-5 taun. Gue ke rumah oma gue yg di bogor. Itu gede banget serem. Masa pas mobilnya masuk gerbangnya kebuka sendiri terus kayak hutan banyak pohonnya. Gue takut mana malem22 ituuL. Terus kan gue masuk ke rumah nya. Ada koi lucu banget ngelilingin rumah gitu;3. Terus pas gue ke ruang keluarga nya gue takut...... ada kepala banteng apa rusa gitu dipajang. Akhirnya gue naik ke atas ke kamar terus tidurr. Nah itu super gelap banget sampe gabisa ngeliat tangan sendiri-__-. Gue gakbisa tidur kan, terus gue nyari bokap guee. Terus ternyata lg main billiard kan, DAN RUANGANNYA GELAP BANGET lampunya remang-remang-__-. Ini gamampu bayar listrik atau gimana sih?:/ akhirnya kita ke kolem berenang aja kan. berhubung udh malem gue Cuma nyeburin kaki doangg. Terus opa gue nyebur kalo gak salah. Dan akhirnya gue tidur lagi. Dan selanjutnya lupa.

a-z questions

 – Accidents
01. Have you ever been in a car accident? never
02. Do you have a lot of scars? no
03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone? yes
04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake? no
05. Have you ever had stitches? Where? What is stitches.
B – Beauty
06. Do you consider yourself beautiful? Hem. depends
07. Are you self conscious of how you look?  depends
08. Do you put on a lot of makeup? no
09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery? I have. I want to do something with my nose urgh
10. What do you think makes a person beautiful? smile
C – Consequences
11. What was the longest amount of time you’ve been grounded for? Less than a month
12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion? Keep it
13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people? yes
14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you? idk
15. What is one thing you wish you didn’t do, just because it wasn’t worth it in the end? idk
D – Dealing
16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them? Insult, make them feel bad (sorry)
17. Name a time when you had to be strong. When hates got so much powerful
18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting? Any kind of abuse at home?parents fighting yes
19. When people at school don’t accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react? Dont accept them back
20. Have you ever lost someone to death? Explain how you got through it. Yes. Idk pray pray pray i think
E – Experience
21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs? Is making a script for drama a job? If yes, i have
22. Do you think that you are sexually experienced, or not at all? .not at all
23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far? Alot emotionallhy
24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)? no
25. How old do you act? Sometimes younger.
F – Family
26. Is there anyone in your family you don’t talk to? Why? Noo
27. If you had to choose, family or friends? family
28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything? no
29. Do you have any siblings? If so, do you ever get jealous of them? yesno
30. How often do you spend ‘quality time’ with family members?so much i think
G – Growing
31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were?now 155-160 maybe. I wish for 170
32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that? yes
33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish? childish
34. Are you scared to think that one day you will turn 30, then 40, then 50? YES OMG
35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn? yes
H – Hope
36. Love – real or not? real
37. Are you a pessimist of an optimist? optimist
38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way? Happens for a reason
39. Do you think that after we die our spirit is still alive? Hem. In heaven
40. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying? Funny gifs. Really
I – Issues
41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness? yes
42. Do you have any type of disease or disability?  Thanks god no
43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex? .......
44. Do you think that you are alone in this world? no
45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away? Almost never
J – Jokes
46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke). idk
47. Are you usually the one who makes people laugh,Or the other way around? Sort of making people laugh
48. Do you cry when you laugh hard? no
49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day! Watching mirror mirror hahaha
50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class? ALWAYS
K – Knowledge
51. The purpose of school: to learn, to cause trouble or to hang out with friends? Hang out with friends
52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average? Smart i hope
53. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark) ever? 3
54. What was your last average? This year would you like to maintain it or aim higher? Aim higher
55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)? Idk what you mean
L – Love
56. Are you currently in love? If not, have you been before? No. Yes.
57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)? sometimes
58. Is love worth it?yes
59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they ‘love’ someone that they’ve been dating for a few months? no
60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word? Take alot
M – Money
61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round?idk what you mean
62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money? Average
63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to? Planning to
64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with? Hard choice. Find a perfect person to marry maybe
65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you? 7
N – Naughty
66. Are you a virgin? Yes brainless
67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you’re not going out with? no
68. Do you know anybody you consider a ’slut’? What makes you say that? Their manners
69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more? erase
70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? You can’t say both! Between two of them haha
O – Openness
71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone? Once i trust them
72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone? When they become my bestfriends
73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason? No idea
74. When are you comfortable with someone sexually? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzdadzxdcghuk
75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what’s the limit of what you can tell them? No idea
P – Positive
76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn’t necessarily end positively? If so, would you rather erase the memory of that person because of
the sad times or keep the memory of that person because of the good times? Keep the good memories
77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all? yes
78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? What do you try to be? Optimistic i hope
79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything? yes
80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? If so, please exlain what it was: no idea
Q – Questions
81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself? Figure out myself first. If i cant, then i ask for help
82. Do you often question the world and how we came about? What are some things you would like to know about creation? No idea
83. Do you think the government is truthful? If you could ask the president one question, what would it be?no idea
84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go? confront
85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to? No idea
R – Respect
86. How do you show respect? Smile?
87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them? Everything that breaks me
88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures? yes
89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment? Youre-in-a-big-trouble looking eyes
90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness? depends
S – School
91. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into? 6
92. When will you graduate high school/college? As fast as i can ihope
93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do? university
94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it? depends
95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school? no
T – Temptation
96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay? yes
97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it? Yes. no
98. Did you ever cheat on someone? Why did you do it? idk
99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn’t really know or love? What did you end up doing? no
100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed? No idea
U – Unique
102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it? depends
103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces? depends
104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex? no
105. What makes you different from people your age? Ive got something they dont
V – Value
106. What’s the most expensive thing in your room? Hem. No idea
107. What’s more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice your life for other people?loved ones. yes
108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you?means alot
109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab? bb
110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future? depends
W – Wishes
111. If you had three wishes, what would they be? I hope for another 100 wishes again.
112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones? Hem. Loved ones
113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them? Sort of. But im bit iffy
114. Have you ever had a wish come true? If so, what was that wish? Yes. Not here i think
115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that’s meant to happen, will happen? Not really
Y – You
121. Are you more independent or social? social
122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it? Insult God
123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things? yes
124. Do you think people are born a certain way, or develop their personalities based on what they go through in life? Based on what they go
125. Do you think people are generally good ? yes
Z – Zest
126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not? Yes.
127. Do you go on FacebookCraze.com to get facebook survey’s and quizzes like this one? ????
128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it? excited
129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people? yes
130. What is the most motivational thing in the world? No idea

basics

The Basics:
Name: Rahel laras Monique Styles
Age: 13
School: labsky
Nationality: indonesia
Hobbies: play

Love Life:
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: hem physically noone mentally harry styles
Do you like someone?:  sort of

Does anyone like you?: y u no say everyone?
Have you ever kissed anyone?: yeah
Hugged anyone in the past week?: yeah

Friendships
Who is your best friend?: so muchhh. But diesti is the best (y)
Where did you meet them?: school
Did you lose any friends this year?: SORT OF
Gain any?: MUCH!
Meet a special friend?: YESHH
Did you hang out with any friends in the past week?: YESSSSH
New Years Eve
Did you do anything at midnight?: watched the fireworks
Who did you spend it with?: families and friends via bbm
Did you have any resolutions?: sort of
Valentines Day
Did you have a Valentine?: sort of
Did you send out any cards/chocolates/etc?: *nod*
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend on this day?: ........
Summer
Did you go on vacation?: so sad no
Did you hang out on the beach with friends?: no
How long was your summer break?: NO SUMMER BREAK
Did you get a tan?: everyday sweetheart
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend during the summer?: no
Halloween
Did you go trick or treating?: indonesia was so boring, NO AGAIN
If so, who did you go with?: ghosts
Did you dress up?: NO STUPID-___-
Was it fun?:........
Christmas
Who did you spend it with?: families and friends via bbm, and natives
Did Santa come to your house?: yeah and rudolph ate my grasses
Did you stay up until midnight on Christmas Eve? Ofcourse!
Your Birthday
Who did you spend it with?: families friends
What did you do?: listened them sayin and singin happy birthday
What did you get?: wishes
When is it?: 20 feb
Have You Ever: (Yes or No)
Kissed someone: yes
Hugged someone:  yes
Electricuted yourself: sort of
Climbed more than 60 feet: climb? no
Made a Youtube video: yes
Lied to a loved one:yes
Had a nosebleed:yes
Gotten airsick:what is airsick
Been so bored, you just ate food: obviously
Not brushed your teeth for a day: yes
Not showered for a day:yes
Drank alchohol:no
Smoked:no
Tried drugs:no
Had a pet:yes
Ran a marathon:no
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes, like harry styles
5 Do’s
1. Do you play any instruments?: yes. Flute -__-
2. Do you play any sports?: yes. Run-__-
3. Do you believe in 2012?: no
4. Do you like cheese?:yes!
5. Do you honestly like Obama?: sort of
4 If’s
1. If you get $1 Million for breaking up with your boyfriend/girlfriend, would you?: its all about the money money money
2. If you were to get $50,000 for killing a rat, would you?: depends
3. If you were to choose between your best friend and your brother/sister, who would you choose?: depends
4. If you were to choose between coke/pepsi or sprite/7up, which would you choose?: not any of em
3 How’s
1. How old do you want to be when you get married?: 20 or 21 or 22
2. How many siblings do you have?: 1
3. How did your last Christmas go? fine
2 When’s
1. When did you have your first kiss?: never
2. When did you last have a piece of cake?: forgot it
1 What
1. What would you say if the guy/girl you like right now kissed you?: ehm. Harry, this is really massive

back to the 3rd grader

Back to the 3rd grader. When the sun shined so bright in your school, a teacher called you. She told you that the headmaster would like to see you in her room. Headmaster? You think. You walked there, confused. Guessed you didnt make any trouble. When you opened the door, it surprised you. A girl, your biggest biggest enemy, sat there. One think, she reported you. Well, she liked to open her skirt in front of the class, talked behind your back (which in good position to kiss your ass), reported you to her sister, and now, to the headmaster. She couldnt face you alone, you knew it. When she reported to her BIG sister, her sister went to your class.

What did you do to my sister?

Why you no ask her? Guess she couldnt answer it right?

But your words were nasty                    

She deserved it                    

And you walk away

Im talking to you

I told you, just ask her what happened!

Im not asking her, im asking YOU

Shes slut

You think youre not?

Of course im not

But---

Look if you want this conversation continue, you should bring your sister here. If you cant, then this fancy conv will over.

She sat there, looking so desperate. You took a sit next to her, tried to make a fartest distance as you can. And the HM asked both of you

What happened with both of you?

Shes too whine

And youre too rough

Your sister and now the headmaster? You are crazy

YOU DO! – she started to cry

All i said was true

Excuse me, can you both silent for a little while, and tell me what happened between you two. One by one

And you told her everything, she cried cried and cried. You almost cry too, but you control yourself. Then the HM said

Then you two know whats wrong with yourself right? Come on you two shake hand.

You went out of the room with her. When the door behind you close, you cried and laughed. Then she hold you in her arms. And when you pulled yourself out, you took her hand and thats how the friendship began.

Untiil 6th grade. Shes still your bestfriend. Until now. And if she didnt report you to the headmaster, you wont miss her right now

Hey this my true story. This is belong to stephanie juliana huhu miss her so bad right now :_)

the hunger album songs

The Hunger Album Songs

• Abraham's Daughter by Arcade Fire
• Tomorrow Will be Kinder by The Secret Sisters
• Nothing to Remember by Neko Case
• Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift feat. The Civil Wars
• The Ruler and The Killer by Kid Cudi
• Dark Days by The Punch Brothers
• One Engine by The Decemberists
• Daughter's Lament by Carolina Chocolate Drops
• Kingdom Come by The Civil Wars
• Take the Heartland by Glen Hansard
• Come Away to the Water by Maron 5 feat. Rozzi Crane
• Run Daddy Run by Miranda Lambert feat. Pistol Annies
• Rules by Jayme Dee
• Eyes Open by Taylor Swift
• Lover is Childlike by The Low Anthem
• Just a Game by Birdy

mockingjay's quotes!

mockingjay quotes.

Still, I hate them. But of course, I hate almost everybody now. Myself more than anyone - Katniss Everdeen

And it takes too much energy to stay angry with someone who cries so much - katniss everdeen's feeling to finnick odair

"During the Quarter Quell, Octavia and Flavius had to quit because they couldnt stop crying over me going back ini. and venia could barely say good-bye. - katniss everdeen to gale hawthorne

although things never seem to go according to plan - katniss everdeen's feeling

Gale : "Youre still angry"
Katniss: "And youre still not sorry"
gale: "i still stand by what i said. do you want me to lie about it?"
katniss: "no, i want you to rethink it and come up with the right opinion"

"they'll either want to kill you, kiss you, or be you" - finnick odair

maybe everyone is just trying to protect me by lying to me. i dont care. im sick of people lying to me for my own good - katniss everdeen's feeling

"have to be dead to forget. maybe even not then" - gale hawthorne

whatever the opposite of fine, thats what i am - katniss everdeen's feeling

it isnt possible. for someone to make peeta forget he loves me. . .  no one could do that - katniss

"youve got to stop running straight into trouble " - gale to katniss

peeta : i must have loved you a lot"
katniss: you did
peeta: and did you love me?
katniss: everyone says i

"friend. lover. victor. enemy. fiancee. target. mutt. neighbor. hunter. tribute. ally. i'll add it to the list of words i use to try to figure you out" - peeta describing katniss

"youre a painter. youre a baker. you like to sleep with your windows open. you never take sugaar in your tea. and you always double-knob your shoelaces" - katniss describing peeta

peeta: "youre still trying to protect me. real or not real?"
katniss: "real. because thats what you and i do. protect each other"

"i think...... you still have no idea. the effect you can have" - peeta to katniss

i have learned the hard way how deadly these beautis can be - katniss

my name is katniss everdeen. why am i not dead? i should be dead. it would probably be best for everyone if i were dead

peeta: you love me,real or not real?"
katniss: "real"

youre gone. youre dead. there is no going back

YOU MUST READ THIS
"You're sitting at your desk, and you know it's time to go. You've said that to yourself over a million times, but this time you know, for sure, is real. You're tired... you're just so very tired. You're parents pissed you off, like school wasn't bad enough today. You go to get the rope, or the knife, or the gun or whatever you choose to use because you're that desperate. You're ready. You think of it as some game... the first one dead is the one who wins. No ones home, it's the perfect time. You're ready. If you don't do it, you're gonna look down on yourself even more forever. You're just going to hate yourself even more. No one knows, no one will know... until tomorrow. Instead of getting a paper and a pen, you get the video camera out, along with a chair. You're standing on the chair. You decided to go with the rope... you're gone instantly and there will be no noise. One side of the rope is tied to the top of your fan and the other is already around your neck. You're in tears, you know it's for real this time. You turn on the video camera and just stare at the red light blinking upon your eyes. You start to mumble out a few words. "Mom and dad, I'm sorry. I don't know why I'm sorry, but I'm sorry. I can't do this anymore. Please don't blame yourself, please. I love you both, and tell my siblings the same. I'll see you all soon." You say sorry to your best friend because you know you won't be there for him anymore when he needs you more than ever. You say sorry to everyone you could think of... even yourself. You're sorry for not being strong anymore. You're sorry for breaking down. You're sorry for putting them through so much pain in their life. You stare, once again, at the red light blinking upon your eyes. One foot is off the chair now as you begin to mouth the word goodbye. You have the remote control to turn off the camera in your hand. You clicked the off button and as soon as you see that light go off, you go off. Both feet are now off the chair... the chair is on the floor... the room is filled with silence. You're dead. You're gone. There is no going back. Everything is over. You don't have to live in pain anymore... but everyone else will. What are your parents going to think? What about your little brother, or little sister? What are they going to do? You're gone. You're dead. There is no going back. You ended your life because the person of your dreams only thinks of you as friends. You ended your life because that one teacher was harder on you than anyone else in the class because she knows you're the only one that is going somewhere in life. Your parents are home. They call your name telling you their home, just like they normally do when they get home.... but something's different. You don't answer. They get worried... you always answer. They come upstairs thinking your sleeping or showering. Your mom opens your bedroom door and screams at the top of her lungs. She instantly passes out. Now your little brother comes up after her. He screams "DADDY HELP!!!!" He runs over to you hitting your leg begging you to wake up. "WAKE UP, WAKE UP. PLEASE STOP WAKE UP". But you don't answer, you're not waking up. You're gone. You're dead. There is no going back. Your dad comes running upstairs and all he could do is stare. He watches his baby girl swing back and forth on a rope. He sees the video camera and he sees the chair. But he doesn't move. He's stiff as a board. He cries.... Your dad NEVER cries. He picks up the phone and calls 911. He can barely get the words "My daughter committed suicide" out of his mouth. Your little sister stares at your dad. Your dad hangs up and your little sister jumps into your dad's arms, crying harder than ever. She's too young to understand completely, but she knows you're gone. You're dead. There is no going back. Everything is over. The cops finally arrive. They push your dad and sister out of your room and sit them in the living room. They take your body down off the ropes and lay you on the stretcher. They cover your body and out you go... just like that. You're gone. You're dead. There's no going back. Nothing is the same. Two weeks have passed and your mom still stares out the window more than half of the day. Your little sister still hasn't returned to school. Your dad is forced to go to work so he can pay all the bills for your wake and funeral. Eventually, they found to strength to go into your room. Your door hasn't been open for months. The rope is still laying on the floor and the video camera is still sitting on the table. They don't even dare to watch the video, it will never be seen. They slowly pick up the rope and throw it in the garbage. Chills run up their spine, your mom basically in tears. They brush off your bed, making it neat... like they used to do every morning after you went to school. Your bed was made and your room was clean. They shut the door, and it remained shut. Your school is still in distress. You thought no one cared and you thought no one noticed you. The girl that said no to being your lab partner, yeah she cuts every single night now because she thinks it's her fault you died. The boy that tripped you by accident and didn't say sorry, yeah he's in suicidal therapy 5 days a week in a hospital because he feels a smile could of saved your life and he didn't give that to you. The teacher that was hard on you that day, she quit her job because she felt she wasn't suited to teach anymore. You're gone. You're dead. There's no going back. 4 years have passed. Your little sister is now 15 years old. She started a club in her school dedicated to you. "Secrets" is what he calls it. The club is formed for kids to speak their hearts, without anyone judging them. They can say anything they want to, and talk about anything they needed to. If they were suicidal, they always had someone. That was your problem. You didn't want to talk to anyone. You had everything bottled up inside of you. You acted as if you were the happiest kid on the planet and you had the perfect life. You played that character so well that even you started to believe it. You would be so "happy" and as soon as you layed in bed at night, the thoughts came back. A little fight between you and your parents could have set you off. But with everything inside of you bottled up for years, it hit your limits. You're gone. You're dead. There's no going back. Your room will never be occupied. Your mom still cries every single night. Your dad isn't as strong as he used to be. Your little sister will never grow up with you by her side moving her in the right direction. Your best friend is still torn up. Your school now has a club dedicated to you so teens will not make the same mistake you did. Your life was precious and you took it away in the blink of an eye. All you needed was a smile, that's all you needed. But since you're gone, just know people cared. People always have cared. You were just way too upset to see that. You were just too caught up in the fact that you thought no one cared... when the truth was, more people cared about you that you ever thought they would. Your town will never be the same. A girl is gone, a special girl who thought no one cared. Everyone cared. I promise you. They care, they always have cared. We loved you, and no matter what, we will still always love you."






WHOA IN TEARS