dont you remember?

Part 7 ehehehheh. Dedicated to vania trixie and fathiyya shafa and also marsha anindya

            Months passed. I never met any of them anymore. Well, i dont want to. Niall is now with somebody else, vania or somewhat i dont want to know. And management wanted harry to stay single.

When will i see you again

You left with no goodbye

Not a single word

Was said

            I live in a different world than them now, i live with my friends. Stay single all the time so i dont get too much heartache. Sydney,  thats where i am. 1d have a tour here, i didnt watch. For what? One night before they went here, zayn called me to come to the concert. But i didnt. Its midnight when my phone starts to ring, its from eleanor.

            “hello, elle. Its midnight here.”

            “Oh my god. Where are you? Im sorry, its 10 am in LA.”

            “sydney.”

            “well, well. Why dont you come here? We miss you,” someone’s calling her name, liam. “please, rachel.”

            “elle, i cant.” OF COURSE I CAN, OF COURSE I WANT TO GO THERE, BUT I CAN’T. “you know why.”

            “harry keep asking me everyday to call you, he wanted to call you. But he’s scared you get angry.” She says, “he’s scared you get any other love there.”

            “i want to go there, really. But, “ i feel my own body tense, “what about niall?”

            “oh, he has another girl, vania trixie. He almost  forgot i think. But dont worry, sweetie, you are too hard to forget.”

            “elle...... okay, i go there then. See you”

            “see you”

            Now, im not really bored on plane. I cherish everytime i fly. Finally,

            Hello, im rachel bennet now im in LAX. I dont feel like goin out of this airport. But i have to. So lets set LA in paradise.

            LA its better since my last arrival. Thats when i see a brunete long curly hair. And........ long dark straight hair. Looks like my childhood friend.

            “ELEANOR!!!!!!” i hug her, but wait, she is holding hand with this dark straight hair. “VANIA!!!!!”

            Vania. Vania. I mean, she was my bestfriend. She is my bestfriend. We used to play! Ohmygod, theres any other 1 million vania in this world. But why it must be this vania who use to be niall’s girlfriend.

            “oh my god, you look pretty different! I miss you so much” eleanor says. I hug her, i look behind her shoulder. There, standing a boy. With bi-polar hair. And sexy lips. Smiling. He, the one who used to be my boyfriend. Used to love me. Used to take care of me.

Why dont you remember

Dont you remember

The reason you love me, before

Baby please remember me once more.

            Remember rachel, he is only your past. He doesnt deserves to be your future. So i turn away and go along with eleanor and vania.

            Its almost dark when i arrived at the beach. I go up to the edge myself. Feeling the breeze of hot summer aftenoon on my skin. smelling the hot summer air. And i let myself cry.  I never made a song before, but i let myself sing.

All my friends tell me i shoud move on

Im lyin on the ocean singing you song

Aaaaaahhhh, thats how you sang it

Loving you forever cant be wrong

Even thought youre not here wont move on

Aaaaaahhhh, thats how we played it.

            I feel someone is behind me, then i turn away.